NEW YEAR

I have a no plan about that I will hang out with last day of 2010
and first day of 2011.
If I do not buy ticket to go back to SIzuoka, may be I have to
stay in my home alone. It little sad. and lonely.
umm,If I will not go back to Sizuoka I might will go the bar that
I used to work and spent time( It have a posibilty I have to work with no money.) But, I think it little sad too.
Umm, My bf may be go back his parents' house and may be
we will not contact with each other about 1week?
and my best friends hang out with she or his lover or parents.
Umm, I have to go back Sizuoka? or my parents' house in konohana?
anyway I have a no plan yet. I have to think it...
and I have to clean my house and I have to pay rent for my house
and I have to go to a part time job.

I want to get Otosidama for another person.
But may be I have to pay Otosidama for my relatives...
Its so pity.

lonely Christmas (i have to go part time job...)
, and lonely new year.(Im alone?)

what I have to do?

Discoveries

thesedays, I discoveried ra-men shop.
May be some people know that I began to a single life.
and I still have not a refrigerator washing machine.
So,I have to go out eat somiting.

And, I discoveried ra-men shop named MATUYA.
I can go MATUYA to walk 1 minitu for my house.
the taste is soso. just simplicity. mother's taste.
price is soso too.

But< thesedays I often go MATUYA because MATUYA can go to 1 min.

When I'm 40.

When I'm 40...
I don't want to imagine it.
I want to remain 19 years old.

my mother is 40 years old.
I think she is so young.

But, I dont want to be.

My idel is
when I'm 40 I have a lot of money
and I still not OBASAN
and I always fell happy.

my opinion about love

WHAT'S LOVE?

I always think this question.
many people say that people have a red string of distiny in your little finger.
Do you believe this story? In my opinion,I can say 'YES', and I can say 'NO'.
Because,love is so difficult and To believe is so difiicult too.

When I meet a good person I always think It's distiny,and we are connected with red string. But,this relationship always brake up until a year.And, I think It was not distiny.

I serch the person that is connected with red string.
Now, I have a boyfriend. I like him. But,I cannot believe him and
I sometime feel brake up coming soon.I don't want to brake up him.

So, I'll have to serch the person who connected with red string with me...
I always wait the prince who rude a white horse,but the prince does not appear..

real friend

I think friendship is so difficult.

As you know, I'm hard worker and
It difficult for me to hang out with my friends.

But,I think the people who always togeter may not real friends.
The real friend is the relations that can assist each other.
So, I think the frequency to encounter does not matter.

And, I have a real friends who understad me
and encourage me and scold me.
We sometime rgue but we can understand eachother.
We can seldom meet but we are real friends!!!

A special day!

These days, my almost after school I went to part time job.
I think I am a hard worker.
I'm beginning to feel the stress of my part time job.
My part time job is admired by young girls,
But real job is so stressful...
So I can't make a good memory between this busy and stressful life.

Please give me take a rest.
I have to work Monday to Saturay this week too.
A sales quota is so high...

technology

I think techonolgy have a good point.
Now, almost people have a cell phone.
It is so sueful but sometime become trouble.
If you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend
When not come e-mail is so sad,
and think posibly he or her meet other person to date.
So, I sometime have a row this problem.
If we haven't cell phone, this problem
not hapen.
So techonolgy sometime make love trouble..

Now, I can't believe some one because of cell phone...